beach..

I drove my friends to Air Papan,where is the only place i call beach in my hometown( the one in town which doesn't even look like a beach for me). It took about 15mins to get there.I love hanging out with my friends over there.It's one of the major things i used to doing when i get back hometown. There are many pleasurable memories which been following me since i was twelve at Air Papan. By the way, it'd been changed so much there. I prefer the previous condition which was more natural and more like-a-beach. ( >.< )sigh... As the years rolled by, we all grew up. Most of us have left the town for a further studies. Some remain. We could barely gather and swim to and fro in the sea together. Anyway, the memories will bind us together no matter where we've been and we will always treasure it.

your life is a reflection of you..

your life is not a coincidence. It's a reflection of you.

LIFE is just like ECHO.
It give you back everything you say or do.
our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.
If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.
Life will give you back everything you have given to it.

finally..i get my laptop back..T.T

thanks a million for edison who was the one managed to repair my laptop..T.T

i had been living for a week without a laptop, which have been broken the modern world record for the-survivor-without-PC..

lets talk about how i get survived during the days without a PC ..

actually, it was something really bad happened before a few days i found out my laptop broken

that was the worst thing that ever happened in my life..i was pretty sad and down..i never ever felt that way until that day..i couldn't stand and breath..i was in tears the whole night..i couldn't believe and couldn't accept it..there was the time which my emptiness filled with only the darkness and sorrow..it seemed like the end of the world...i couldn't sleep for two night..it was so terrible..

well, i woke up from the darkness one day myself....i can cope with it..

i had been convinced myself for a million time..it wasn't end of the world.

yah..it was forgiveness that woke me up..

i truly forgave everything and i found out that i couldn't be so down and depress..

it was no reason for me to be upset..yah..i would forgive everything..

the true forgiveness which is without feeling of sacrificing, without forget all the memories, without blaming on something..yah..i can do it.

no matter how cruel the truth could be..

i can accept it and i know i would learn and gain through this experience..

LIFE is just always being like that way..

there was no reason to be sad if you don't want yourself to...

i will appreciate everything and i will live in it everyday...yah..

SMILE and will set things up..!!! cheer~~~~^-^teehee..

well..after i found out i couldn't even start the window system, all my plan were going out and books.....nothing fancy actually..hehehee...i went to KL with my bro and he bought me to a swimming pool in kl stadium with his gang..hahaha..i was damn happy..i like swimming so much..and there were so many hunk around there somemore..haha..i really had fun over there..we went to china street having dinner..the food were so delicious..maybe because of the hungers always taste everything good..hahaha...


the other days i went to visit my hometown friends who were staying in wangsa maju..it was at night when i was heading over their place..one of my kindly friend drove me over there..so kind yah...^-^....it was my first time step into wangsa maju..and i was so excited when i met some of my high school friends..they brought some their college friends along also..they all were so CUTE..!!!..we were playing and chic chat until midnight..they brought me to their college when i visited them at second time..i even went into their lecturer hall..actually it was really doesn't matter..because there were so many students..the lecturer would not bother to take all student's attendance by asking their name and which would take half of the class period. .

their college was so BIG compare to mine..so jealous ( especially when i found swimming poo over there)..T.T
after had lunch at the nearby stall then we were heading for kl..i couldn't wait for it because we were gonna meet my best friend who i had ever seen a long time ago since i came over subang..miss him so much..!!! hahaha....anyway it was so fun hang around with them..

oh yah..i went out with my old work mate sometimes..they all so fun..the way they talked about the shop just reminded me some of the good memories when i was working over there..i met some new friends as well..those are currently the new staff in addidas..they were so friendly..so we all could get along well easily..

i did meet up with Masaaki as well..hahaha..it been long time ago since i saw him..he is gonna leave malaysia back to JAPAN soon..i will miss him..we decided to meet up and have a dinner together before watch movie..we went to a Chinese restaurant in Sunway Pyramid..we tried shang-hai xiao rong bao and it were so delicious..but the drinks were just so crap..haha..anyway it always so comfortable and happy to be with him all the time..after the movie,we were having a rest and chatting in starbucks...it was freezing COLD because we had a seat outside and it was drizzling...but anyway we had fun..wish him have a nice journey to japan yah..

emm..almost all the time when i stayed inside the room, i would spend it with books..yah..devouring the pages of books...books and books and BOOKS...a huge pile of books...hahaHAHA....-_-'''

nandos eating out v frenz

happy birthday our small small shi xian

actually we had been planning it about two day before the party...
hehehe...and about the present..
thanks God i still could recognize the bear bear which she wanted it so badly..
but it was really triple bigger than what she wanted..
hahaha..she must be very surprised, lost of word and stunned when she found it in her present box...
anyway,she did noe what we had been planning..
we re too lame..>.<.... anyway..it was really fun.. wakakaka...

KL time out

it is just a different kind of people..

i has been convinced myself that she messed up all the things was all because of her typically TYPE-A personality. She is a typically perfectionist.It did make me feel better at the moments as i started thinking at that way. But she was going too far with it.I m not criticizing but it was just kind of different kind of people, you know a person who have a different and weird personality that i just could hardly reach. Whats on her mind actually? You will never ever know.

Well, she really pissed me off at that time when we re going to pass up our assignment. What on earth she was going on? She was the one who grabbed all the work reluctantly and asked us better don't bother to do the assignment, and guess what, she started turning mad on us about the issue of individual contribution to the assignment. First of all, it was important to have harmony with each others when the thing was going as a group. In a group, four of us are expected to have our own opinion about doing the group work. But it wasn't going like that. She done everything without asking our opinion. Basically, she asked us some question which she had already got the answer in her mind.In the question for example about what was the best topic we had to write about. She totally ignored our opinion and just did what she had been started doing. It doesn't work like that. Group work supposed to be a GROUP work. We all deserved basic respect.

I didn't really want her to handle all the things. So i was keep asking whether she need some help. I felt better when i got some task although it isn't kind of harsh. Actually, i more rather to do more things and discuss with each other. I mean i rather to get a lower mark with an assignment which i did contribute more than an assignment that without my own opinion. You are not wrong, maybe you just wanted to speak the spade as a spade and get the mark u deserve to it. Well, if you really care about the individual contribution for the assignment, why didn't you distribute the work equally to all of us and judge our contribution individually to the lecturer instead of done everything without discuss with us and ratted all of us out.

I know that you were in a bad mood at that time, but u know what,
three of us may totally be lowered one grade. You can't imagine how serious will the influence to three of us.Well, this happening did make me upset since it was the first time to be a same group with her. There is no reason why other people should be the way you wants them to be anyway. I do learn something from that and maybe i can really read her a bit after all these happened.

the sky came pouring down

the sky came pouring down,
i could hear the sound,
the sound of blue.
i laid down,
closed my eye..
i imagined the raindrops 're kissing my face,
and
i was dreaming..
i dreamed
because i wanted to run,
run away from the blue..

the sky came pouring down,
i could touch the emptiness,
the emptiness of my heart.
i curled up,
buried myself from the cold..
i pretended ignorance of the darkness in the room..
and
i was waiting..
i waited for the light..
which could stream in through the window,
and shine on my heart..
because i couldn't stand..
couldn't stand without you..

the sky
came pouring down again..
i couldn't move
because i was exhausted
i let my tear drops fall with the rain.
i wonder why..
you were gone..

the sky came pouring down when
my heart was crying.

PIZZA YUMMY...>.<

although the shop was bit quiet in the afternoon..
we got a lot of work have to do..
check the stupid magazine..
look through a huge pile for those overdue magazine..
check again from the receipt..
tie up all the heavy magazine..
blablabla......
it s not easy men...

uncle was not in a good mood today..
he blamed on Kat for pampering us ( eliza n I )
and did scold us about putting magazine on the counter..
blablaaaaa.....
haiz...
i m getting sick of him...
>.< !!! when he left, three of us got loose finally. hahaha... we are not lazy..we did work.. but when the shop was quiet, we would do chic chat and leave through some latest magazine.. hehehe..
^-^ it was eliza idea..we odered Domino pizze for our dinner..
so fun.. we seemed like doing a party..
enjoying the delicious and thicked-cheese pizza and garlic crust bread with a special dip.. amazing~~~~muahahaha......
we were recharging our energy , not lazy.. heheheh...
yah, it really good to work with those workmates...
they are so kind and friendly.. i do appreciate to work with them..
but..
i have to make a choice..
i will be tied up next semester.
i cant work while i m studying a lot of heavy and tough subjects..
so i m thinking to quit when i start my 3rd semester..
it is so hard for me to tell uncle..
yah...i m not brave enough..
for me, i supposed to take responsibility to work until the shop get employed a new staff..
but, what if no one show up... i may tell the truth to uncle at the end of this month... be brave MAY!!!.. >.<
srry uncle... U.U

stupid..i locked myself..T.T...again...

forgetting to bring key..
locked myself outside...
this kind of things have been happening to me since i born to the world..
yah..it s truth..
lets dig my bad records out here.

1) when i was living with my bro's frenz, i ve always forgotten to bring the key out...i used to wait them got back from work by standing outside about an hour..then only could get into the house..mm..actually, my bro's frenz had used to it..it was mostly happened once a week...

2) i did forget to bring my room's key out, and there was no any spare key for my room..guess how we got into my room without the key...yah, my bro's frenz inserted a pieces of card into the crack between the door and its frame and tried to use the card to unlock the door...we did success eventually..it took us an hour to get into the room...( our shirt were poured with sweat )

3) the place i m living now is using a high-security door ( using scanner system )..once i got out managed to hang up my clothes, i recklessly let the door ajar...that day was so windy, i totally ignored the door had been locked by the wind blowing..damnit.i didnt bring out the card which used to open the door system....well ..i had been knocking for half an hour only got save from my housemate...ridiculous...>.< !!

mm...i got countless of 'forgetting-key' records
yah...i m so forgetful all the time...
this kind of things happened again when i was rushing out for working today..
suddenly i realized that there was none of key inside my bag..
i turned back and switch the doorknob..
it's too late...
i locked myself outside the room...
OMG!!!!!!!!
how could i left my both room's key and the shop's key inside my room..
SHIT!!!!
elizabeth was waiting for me to open the shop..
what should i suppose to do at the time..
should i knock the next door to wake her out from a sweet dream just only for me to pass through her room into my room??
or should i call my landlord come over here all the way just only for passing me the spare key??
or what about i call Kat and tell her that i cant work today??
omg!!!!!!!
my brain was screw out...
u cant imagine how much was the dilemma i faced at that moment...

took a breath..
calm down...

well..i sms my landlord to drop by to pass the key for me after finish her breakfast..
and i asked my boss and Kat to come over to open the shop shortly..
yah..i got scold from my boss..
i deserved it..coz i didn't take responsibility..
anyway..the shop opened at about 10.35am..
it was still ok so far...thanks God..
and i finally got the spare key from my lovely landlord..
phew..~~~~~~~
all settle down..

i swear..i promise...
i wont make this kind of mistake again..
I WILL BEAR IN MY MIND THAT I WILL BRING ALONG THE KEY WHEN I M HEADING OUT ALL THE TIME !!!!!

special sphagetti....>.<

after class we were heading to rain's house..
coz he promised to cook for us sphagetti...yeah!!!!!!..>.<
it was really surprised me when i heard he gonna cook..
it smell a bit fishy..hehehe..
coz i dun even noe he can cook..hehehe
anyway he did cook for us..
a special-sour-watery sphegetti....
hahhaha.
actually it taste not bad..
( maybe we were too hungry..)
hahaha...
it was his 1st time made sphegetti..
so technically, it was really not bad..
after meal..guys were so desperate to play majong..
hahaha..
four of us sat up the table quickly and started to play..
guys bully gals..
liwei n i only won one round..
those guys ....haizzzzz
really bad luck..always let those won....
when four of us were playing majong happily,
there was someone keep washing all the dishes..
pity rain...
he gotta clean up all the dishes..
host have to serve guest..hahahah...jk,jk,jk
we had been playing majong for two hours..
unbelievable...
kk was the big winner..
>.< .......
the sky getting darker..
obviously, it was going to rain..
so all of us was ready to head back home...
mmm..not bad..
i taste a special new recipe of sphagetti today..
hahaha...

p.s. i forgot my bottle in t.ren car... T.T....haiz..forgetful gal..

the night

the night is dark
hiding in my pain
the night is tranquil
i whisper in my heart
the night is still
for the suffering
the night is cold
i curl up and dream
the night is cruel

because the night reminds me of you

Fig & Olive

mmm...delicious and fresh and juicy sandwiches...

although three of us were damn poor..but we insisted to have an unforgettable dinner...
hehehe...
yah..at the time, we were so desperate to get a nice place for our dinner..
it was getting late, the shops were mostly gonna be closed..
so.. we gotta be rush to look around and find a nice place to settle the starvation..
wow...fish did find a good place for us..
it was a restaurant called Fig&Olive..
we were the last customer at that nite...
there was a immigrant staff really friendly and keep smiling at us..
it was impressed me..coz as a customer, i felt comfortable and enjoy having meal over there..
the food really delicious..
juicy veggie and fresh meat and olive oil..
wow..wat a perfect match!!!!!
the sandwiches were so tasty even without any sauces..
i did like it..>.< !!!!!!
hehehehe....

SING OUT LOUD!!!!!! buddies!!!!!!!!

Wilson, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

hhahahaha....that was a happy moment..
all of us was singing out loud..
no matter wat song it was..
no matter how loud we were...
we didnt even care..
just sang.....wahahaha....
had fun.....^-^......

the day finished mid term..yeah

mid-term was really hard..
especially the objective..
i hate multiple choice question..>.<
i couldn't imagine that if our LOVELY lecturer-Puan Lisa didn't get us the tips about the test,
how worst my result could be.
when i was struggling to finish my last sentence at the last ten minutes, i found that a guy in the next row was CHEATING...@#$%)*&%$!!!
i was sure that he was a speed copy-cat and a skillful 'cheater'.
coz he done it quickly ,which totally escaped from sharp-eyed Lisa...
it's UNFAIR!!!!!!!!...haiz.........T.T.....what was i supposed to do at the moment??
i was frustrated..but i had no choices...coz i left only five minutes to finish my 20mark essay..
sometime, ignorance was the wisely choice.
haiz......

the most hash five minutes passed, i put down my pen and passed my papers to lecturer..
i ran out of energy thoroughly...
whats come into my mind was only lunch and movie...muahahaha..

we had been deciding to watch eagle eye since two day before the mid-term...
hahaha....

y.her them didn't follow us coz they wanna joined edison to have a free buffet in PJ..

four of us had lunch in a japanese restaurant...
and i had been told about 'some' story from them...( secret )..hahah

movie started..
wow..it was so nice..a nexpensive-looking action movie..
car chasing...explosion..character doing a plenty of running round...blablabla..
not bad..but i dun like the ending..haiz..the lamest part was the ending...
anyway i did enjoy the movie..
actually,
i m overly fond of watching movie..
if i got money i will check out all the movie whatever what kind of movie it is and get the collection DVD...
it seem a idealistic dream..hehehe..

anyway, midterm passed means that final is coming soon...
so i will be tied up the next few weeks....phew..U.U