09 October, 2008



i made a difference,when i decided to change.
the day i left from my sweet hometown,
giving up the comfort of home, heading toward to a strange place,
and striving for my dream.

In the last couple of months,i've worked as a part-time promoter in Adidas,
followed by studing at a language center.
i met a lot of people along the way, especially during language class
whom i gradually became friends with.
some of them came into my life but were quickly gone.
some of them stay for a while and left footprints in my heart.
anyway, i appreciate the relationships i had with all of them and
i hope that i'd never have to forget them.

it was a tough experience working in addidas.
which came a moment, where i got my foot seriously wounded,
and to make matters worse, i had to walk all the way from my home to work... in shoes.
i had no choice because i wanted to get paid but also i had not transport..
so in the end i had to endure this very painful process
on the otherhand, there was a colleague who cared about me a lot
he brought me a powder and plaster to ease the pain.
i really appreciated his kindness.
but god.. the pain was taking endless days to heal.
besides that ordeal, i did still manage to fool around with my other colleagues
all in all, i guess i did have a fun time working there.
if i ever look back on my days at addidas, i'd probably be thinking,
'i wish that guy had a car so at least i didn't have to walk so much!'

after i quit adidas, i decided to further improve my english at language center.
it was so fun, i made so many friends with people from different countries.
most of whom were koreans.
hehe,i'll never forget how tasty the kimchi ramen that hyngyue made for me was.
'kamsamhamida, hyngyue!^-^'

at the end of april, i was once again on the move,
i wanted a program which i could get more out of
instead of simply learning english, i wanted to do something more challenging
so i started searching for information, by hook or by cook.
finally,i settled on entering a ****college***** program, it was something which i had never anticipated.
for me it just feels and even sounds weird..yah..
hehe,anyway
" if you don't dream and kind of plan things out in your imagination, you will never get there."
so i have to start from here.
even though i may be faced with many difficult tasks, it is better to face them than to avoid them.
even if i have to start from the beginning.
it's okay.i can handle.
so... going for it!!!..^-^!!

07 October, 2008

american history is killing me slowly..

yah...it is truth..
i wonder why the english used in the text book is so hard..
if i got time, i may take one week to understand thoroughly only one chapter..
yah..i m not a speed reader..
how much i wish that i can study faster..mmm..
like a scanner..
'DEE!!' the information send through to my mind in less than a seconds...
muahahaha...wat a brilliant idea..
haiz..MAY..plz wake up!!
it can only be an idea..
it is impossible to become realistic..

it been one week that i havent studied..
terrible......
i gonna catch up a lots quickly..especially american history..
well..i will try my best..
no matter how far i can go..but just carry on...yeah~~~~U.U
no matter how worst my result could be..
catch the time to study anyway..

05 October, 2008

wonderful memories






wow...nice shoot.....
it was a sudden decision..
Masaaki would follow me back to my hometown..
coz he wanna go to singapore and wanted to take a rest in my hometown...
thats really good...
i do have a passion to bring my frenz to visit my hometown, although it just a small town...

there was a freaking hot afternoon..
my bro and i went to his place to pick him up..
it was shock me when i saw his backpack..( it really huge..!! >.< half of my height )
wow~~~~i couldn't imagine how he can hang it walking all the way..( i m too weak..T.T)
on the way to hometown, i fell asleep...( like a pig ) ( too tired..-_-)
my mum so exciting to see my frenz..
hahaha...
we had a homemade dinner then were heading outside to meet my frenz at night..
he was a bit quite..of coz...
coz i was speaking in mandarin v my high school frenz..
i was so happy to meet v all of them..
we are keep changing..
so i can always see how they have changed.
there were existed the change of appearance and attitude..
yah..
by the way, we did celebrate with yikuan..bday gurl..
( in basketball court ... -_-'''----we had been discussing from 10pm..crazy..)

we were heading to air papan the next day..
it was so great~~
seaside~~
salty air~~
wave was rushing to the shore~~~
wonderful view and feeling good~~~~
but we din play water..U.U..
we had fun anw..
hehehe....

30 September, 2008

wow..so tired..

today..yah i was going to 1 utama as usual..
i was wearing the terrible shoes..
it was hurting my feet..
i cant even walk properly with that black devil shoes..
i got no choice..
i gotta wearing this when i m working..
''beauty is hurting''(i hate that )
and as usual,..( - _-'')
the indians old tedious women still keep bullying and interrupting me..
she didnt simply let me in when i was writing down the pass book..
she was going too far..men...
keep getting into my hair..
i coundlnt stand v her..
>...)(*^&%$#@$%!!*
alrite...took a breath..
i wont argue with that old women..
just let it be...let it be...

today was damnnnnnnn quite..
no customer...
haizz..
thank god..rain was coming to 1utama in afternoon..
so i could take a break v him..
shock me when i found him sitting beside christine dior section..
we were having lunch together..
he is my damn silly frenz..muahahaha..
anyway..it was quite good..coz havent been saw him since after public holiday..

time pass quickly..
especially when u r enjoying..
(-_- time is freezing when i m working)
alrite..i gotta get back to work after a lunch..
he was looking for his frenz..( maybe is a gf..muahaha-gossiping)

evening...
my workmate felt not well suddenly...
she had been vomited three times..
terrible..
what a poor girl...
she was going back earlier..
all rite..
who would be the next poor gal..??
u r rite..thats me..
coz i gonna handle the both right n left section alone..
(men..it is not a small section)
and i gonna do closing alone
(omg..do u noe there are about 50 bottle of fragrance need to be pack into a single box..)
wow..and what the worst??
yah..i coudnt even take a 15min break..
haizzzzz
what a f**king day it was...

i met a weird customer today..
he was a guy as my age..
mmm..he was asking my phone number when we both walking to the cashier counter..
i din gv him..yah...not that i m arrogant..
just...i wont simply gv number to a stranger..rite..
it is general..

yah..
the story ends..
emm..really tired..
and very tired..
what else??
yah..definitely tired..
my feet is hurting..
my painful is beyond word..
U.U

27 September, 2008

chritian dior promoter







the day before i work as fragrance promoter in 1u..
i fall asleep at 4am..
yah..it sound crazy..
definitely silly..
wat is the 'reward' for staying up late?
the tireness and troblesome..
i was damn tired when i tried to get up from my lovely bed in the morning..
i gt there on time by the way..
there was a old lady standing in the Cristine Dior counter..
she was in frown while talking to me..
it didn't do any effect to my mood anyway.
there were a lots of thing i have to learn in the 1st time.
so i wont blame on or complaint abt something
eventhough i was suffering..
that why i can learn somthing which is not affordable..
hahaha
(i was so lucky..i met my workmate..haizzzz..omg..how embarrasting..)( there is a secret..)
beside our department..there was ogawa promotion section..
some of the guy was lyk wondering my contact number.
i refused to gv them anyway..
i met a weird uncle..
i met a rich men oso..
( how rich can that guy be??) u wont know except u buy the fragrance..
hehehe
emm..my leg boken finally..
i can walk hardly..
anyway i wud get a paid over hundred today..
yeah~~
hahaha
gambateh maymay..
tmr will hit the target as well..

puny little piggy kitten

i am wondering why the kitty keep appearing in my live lately..

firstly, there was a small pity kitten that just born been ignored at the street.
when kind-hearted Kat found out that poor kitten, she just couldn't leave it..
she took a box which been in our pantry 'millions year' ago..and then
put a cloth inside..
we decided to buy a milk to sustain that puny little kitten..
oh~look at tat...
her/his eye hasn't opened yet.....CUTE>.<
i called her piggy..coz she just look definitely a small small pig..
kat n me were stubbornly using the straw to feed piggy milk..
it took us a long time to finish this harsh task...
definitely not easy...men..-_-''
what i have gained from this such incident is that having a cat is not a wisely choice..

secondly, my bro cat gave birth for 4 little kitten..
alrite, add on 4 more 'piggy' in my live..
my bro and fish were so happy and excited abt this gud news..
wat shock me was tat 4 piggy mum is a under age lady v an unknown cat..
wow~~~
a wild cat
hahaha
anyway..i do like kitten except for feeding them milk by straw..
hehehe..
wish all the piggy kitten growing healthy huh..^-^
bless you..XO XO

23 September, 2008

love is based on love..

when i saw you i was afraid to talk to you,
when i talked to you i was afraid to hold you,
when i hold you i was afraid to love you,
when i love you i was afraid to lose you..
now that i lose you..
i am afraid to get closer to you...
everything are keep changing..
but
love is friendship, friendship is love...
if love fails, friendship should remain..
we can be friends as before you fall for me..
i have keep all the memories in my mind..
those are last forever..
although i hurt you all the time, i didn't mean to do those things..
sorry..
you are those people who stay for a while in my live but have left a footprints in my heart..

22 September, 2008

the weekend..

weekends seem to pass by so quickly nowadays..
especially you were having fun at that moments..
*sigh*.. (=,=)..sad but it is true.....
how is it that the 48hours of the weekends can feel like a blink of an eye..?

anyway,was a good weekends overall..^-^
Saturday was ah Fish birthday..
well , although i m not the one who suppose to give a big surprise or any romantic moment for her, but we did have a 'special' supper together..
i have no idea what have my bro done for her in this special day..
but i m sure it was an unforgettable moment of both of them...^^

Sunday, the 1st day of every weeks...
it supposed to be a lovely day, but
unforturnately,
i wasn't feeling well when i got up early in the morning..
got a freaking n heavy headache..
it was killing me because i gotta working some more..
all right, i 've been trying to convince myself to work..

late better than never..
i got my working place at around 9.45am.

i always get confused about some of the customers who keep coming into the shop although there is a big board which been written ' CLOSE' hang on outside the shop obviously.
weren't they found that there was a poor gal still moping the floor ??
anyway, i was impossible to kick the customer out of the shop rite??
even though i was perfectly willing to do so (muahaha ), i did let them coming into the shop reluctantly afterward....( urkkk )

i got my pay and left the shop around 3.30pm..
my bro was coming over here and gotta go to Kinokuniya together..
hahaha...
it s been a long time since i been there..
i didn't buy anything overall...

when it was the time for dinner, almost all the restaurants in KLCC were stuffed with crowd of Malay people..
all of them had odered the food but they couldn't start the meal until 7.15pm..
they was just look at the food and waiting....
it was very impressive to me...mmm...yah...
we couldn't find any restaurant available for us at that moment..mostly full...
*sigh*i just realize that i m living in a totally Muslim country....
phew..no choice..we were just simply having dinner in an unknown restaurant..

anyway, we had fun overall...

alrite...i gotta go catch sleep or i 'll be a zombie in the class tomorrow...
Gud Nitez..
(U.U peace )